No feeling

It is a feeling that I cannot describe
The passonate anger that I feel at this very moment.
I do not love you, nor do I hate you.
I no longer feel for you.
How can I feel for what is not there.
It never was.
Convincing myself that you loved me was never enough.
I can no longer call myself your friend or family
nor can I look upon you that way.
We are only acquantances
“hello, nice to see you again. Remember me? I was your friend once upon a yesteryear.”

Life happens
Ya gotta get over it.
I am so over this.
I guess thats what happens sometimes.
I never knew there was a price to pay for happiness.
Now I know.
There is no feeling left.
And thats okay.